....
... help me believe...
i try to smile my tears away....
.... feel like such a fool....
... my heart just wants to bleed and stop...
believing in me....
.. noise keep chasing me no matter where i go ....
... let it go... let it be....
how long it take to unfold......
.... i be watching over every beat of your heart
.. i know you be watching over every beat of my heart... .
dedicate to those that i have loved and cried...
So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear
'Cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart
I wish that time
Could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way
'cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart
a virgin post a sad post a new change a fresh start
no more wondering if you are standing under the void deck
no more tears for the hearts wept too much today
no more love the flame just died one day
while the 1 year 8 months wind blew a tiny ember into flames
time was never dry
it was wet with tears and melted an iceberg
time never held future in a song
only to be broken into the moment
.
.
no more silly smiles the type that cant see your eyes
no more pain the wait is gone
no more staring into the sky and watch stars smile
while the trees in muir woods grow in november
a dream now broken
what is to be on what could be, gone scattered with the wind
dreamless sleep on nights too deep
only to find tears on the pillow
.
.
no more waraku familiar waitresses greet by name
no more fish & chips zion or commonwealth
no more carrefour shopping grocery crazy
time spent slipped through my hands
into big sand dunes that block the sun
and the winds came too late to blew at the sails
the waves too strong carried the boat away
against the seagull's cries heard miles west
.
dont cry
.
dont cry
.
the hearts cannot bear the weight of those tears
one heart cannot be free if it is heavy
while a thief seals the lock when another reveals the key
perhaps in time, and only time can tell.....
til the right moment comes along
.
.
I am still me.
I live. I dream. I cry. I love. I hope. But i am also no longer me.
Every little piece of me changes, dies or re-arranges.
I am just me.
