a little beat of my heart....
maybe it is all nothing more than just a passing sentiment. temporal. impermanence. now as peaceful quieten minds sees, i really wish him happines. as long as he is happier. and that is all that matters. perhaps it is bodhisattva nature to want to see another person get his happiness. and i know i truly am glad that he is now happier. afterall, i could not give him that happiness that he so craves for. but at least he has found it on another person. and really, it is all that matters. it does not even matter if the person is not of a good character, or whether that person treats him well or fairly anot. all that matters is that he feels happy being with that person. not me. afterall, i could not even give him that. surely now, i should not even deny him of that. it is with this thought that i feel i have perhaps grown a little. just a little. and with that i have started to move on with that step. how my heart deals with this is another matter. as long as that is the case, there is no need for us to ever meet again. it is for the best for the both of us. while my mind has taken a step forward. my heart is still tender. and weak. therefore, the mind has to protect the heart. the heart cannot take any bruising. the heart has to be nurtured to grow. and it will grow.
so ends the chapter. goodbye, final and forever, to my dear ko we.
posted by blueprint @ 4:12 PM
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